| Here are all the wonderful messages we've
received in Annie's Guest Book. The latest messages are at the top.
Name: Sara Ballenger
Email: sawaelyzabeth@hotmail.com
Date: 3/11/2008
My dearest Annie..
I was flipping channels late last night and BOOM..there you were...A&E was running your episode of Cold Case Files..even though, now thankfully your case is solved..I just wanted to say thank you for being an angel for me and so many of the people who were blessed to know you..I LOVE YOU and not a day goes by that I don't think of you...you are missed more than you could ever know..and your spirit lives on through all acts of kindess, love and beauty in the world.
Name: Christyna
Email: christynaserrano@berkeley.edu
Date: 2/19/2008
Annie, I still think of you, and
still miss you so very much! The other day I was looking at your site, and
then looked at some pictures of us together from when we were in high
school. It just brought tears to my eyes. I have a son now, he's 3, and I
wish that you could meet him. I wish more that you were still here and had
some kids of your own because you would have been such a great mom! You
will never be forgotten. You were truly such a beautiful, courageous,
magnificent, and wonderful person! Some things in life are a mystery, one
of them being that a person like you had to leave us so soon. However, I
just want to say that for the short time that you were here, you touched
so many people's hearts. in fact, you continue to do so. I miss you! I
love you!
~Christyna
Name: Ed Born-Long
Email: ed@cactushill.com
Date: 7/07/2007
It has been ten years since I got on a plane to go out to
Fresno to identify her and find out what happened to my beautiful daughter. The
signs were all there. We just had to be sure. There wasn't much room for hope.
We found no answers but lots of people who loved Annie and let us know it. We
found her apartment literally full of angels. Two days in Fresno and then back
to Santa Cruz to let her Mom off, and then I headed up to the mountains. It was
easy for me to separate my memories of Annie from any part of that crime. I
decided in the mountains that I would try to make the best of this unthinkable
tragedy. Since that time we have raised the best part of $250,000.00 in cash and
roofing in Annie's name for SafePlace and its predecessor the Austin Center for
Battered Women. In the seven years that we were active, SafePlace grew to a
nationwide model for these facilities and programs. Thanks to Annie, I became a
better man. When I went out to Fresno, my wife Chris stayed behind here in Austin
and gave birth to this website. A greater tribute to Annie would be hard to
imagine. Thanks to all of you who have contributed. We will never forget you, Annie.
Love, Dad
Name: Sky Danko
Email: justindanko@hotmail.com
Date: 12/15/2005
First and foremost my deepest sympathy goes out to the family of Annie. I went to school and graduated with her. I
remember her as a very kind person. I happened to stumble across this site after
I found an old high school friend online. That brought back a lot of memories, including Annie Born. I
remember where I was when I found out what had happened and that no one had been caught for this horrific crime. I was glad to find this site and to see that the person had been finally caught. At least there is a small amount of peace coming from this. I can't even express how deeply
saddened I am about this. Not just sadness there are so many emotions from anger to disbelief. After reading the "apology" letter it is just difficult to believe someone can say they love you and then commit the most heinous crime imaginable. My thoughts and prayers go out to the family and I hope Annie can find peace.
Sky
Name: valerie
Email: mutantmomma@aol.com
Date: 12/15/2005
I don't know what to say. I just looked at the pictures and she was one of the prettiest girls I have ever seen ( next to my own, of course! :0) )
I couldn't get over it. You could see the specialness in her eyes! I will be praying for your family.
Name: jeffrey roberts
Email: jeffreyforrest3@yahoo.com
Date: 12/03/2005
Annie and I were the first "couple" for each other at around
5 years old... She reminded me of this at school in fresno in 1994. She has been
on my mind a considerable amount lately. A beautiful spirit was second to her
beauty.
Annie, I miss you soooo much. I have so much to say to you and just
miss you. I love you, and have been "feeling" you for the past few
months. Too much to put down; All my Love
Jeffrey
Jeff Roberts
Kindergarden Boyfriend
Name: Sara
Email: sawaelyzabeth@hotmail.com
Date: 10/03/2005
Annie... I heard "Shadows of the Night"
by Pat Benatar on the radio.. and it reminded me of when we would sing that on
the school bus on the way home along Highway 9 with Kim Kerr, or at the top of
our lungs whenever we heard it.. happy, hopeful little girls that we were.. I
miss you my dear heart friend.. Thank you for being a guardian angel and
bringing such light and joy to so many, my friend.. we all miss you and love you
more than you know..
We're running with the shadows of the night
So baby take my hand, it'll be all right
Surrender all your dreams to me tonight
They'll come true in the end.
And now the hands of time are standin' still
Midnight angel, won't you say you will?
Name: Bill Halstead
Email: w_halstead_42@hotmail.com
Date: 9/30/2005
My, the pain you must have suffered these past 8
years. Annie got a death sentence, her family got 8 to life. The evil
persons in our society must pay more dearly for their deeds. Shall we all
seek peace.
Name: David T. Harris
Email: dthdc4@aol.com
Date: 8/10/2005
While I've never been to Fresno and never heard of this case until I
saw Cold Case Files, I am deeply saddened that a young promising life was
destroyed so suddenly and callously by a main who "claimed" to love
her. It angers me so much that this poor excuse for human being killed her
because of his broken heart. My heart has been broken before but murder or
any kind of violence is not the answer.
For Travis you say you're sorry but I don't think you really are.
You're only sorry for being caught. You would have taken his secrets to
the grave if he could. The three years you spent free after he committed the
crime are your parole. You said you loved her but if you really did you would
never have done this. Moreover you attempted to destroy her body to
conceal your crime. That is not only premeditated but cowardly. A real man would
have admitted responsibility. What if someone had done this to your mother or
sister how would you react then?
For Mrs. Barnes and the rest of Annie's family I want to express my
deepest sympathies and regrets over this horrible tragedy. No mother should ever
have to bury their children in particular in this manner. If you've seen other
episodes of CCF or American Justice you know you are not alone in this.
Mrs. Kimmel, Mrs. Wong, Mrs. Trotter, Mrs. Parrott, etc. are among a few who
share your pain. I would include Mrs. Culberson and Mrs.
Holloway-Twitty in this but they have the added nightmare of not knowing where
their daughters are. I hope Carrie and Natalie are soon found so they can
be given a decent funeral on hallowed ground.
For Jacob Travis' mother, 15 years is not nearly "enough"
for what he did (not "if" he committed the crime but
"definitively" did.). You raised him better than that and yet
you have the nerve to say you are hurting. Yes you have a right to hurt but more
for Annie than J.L. If it had been the other way around and it had been your
child so savagely murdered would you be saying "15 years was enough?"
Puhlease!!!!
One more thing for Travis, we will all be held accountable for our
crimes and sins on Earth. In Heaven's Court, there will be no lawyer
defending you.
Name: kasey balco
Email: kasey_balco@yahoo.com
Date: 7/11/2005
I was so very sad when, I heard what had happend, I felt like you were
one of my kids! all of you were at our home when we would get home from work,
you were just part of our family. We Love You and Miss You. someone you use to
call your second mom (Kasey)
Name: Gina
Email: Barbie64g@netzero.com
Date: 7/01/2005
With July 4th only three days away, I find it very coincidental that I
would happen accross this website, and Annie's Story. Her smile as touched
my heart. Her light will always shine.
Thank you,
Gina
Find Kristin and Kristen.
Name: Kristin J.
Email: kristinlizjackson@gmail.com
Date: 7/01/2005
I wanted to re-submit an entry into your guestbook after reading and
looking at every single photo and reading every single word in one day. I
started reading this website after I watched the "Cold Case Files"
show Ms. Barnes spoke of in an earlier entry, and I wanted to see if I could
find out anything online about your Annie. What a wonderful decision that was!
I found out SO MUCH MORE than just that she was a woman from California brutally
murdered by a wretched soul with no conscience. I got a good chance to see
a "preview" of what really happened. They did a nice job with
the show, but this website is a shrine. I have never seen such a wonderful
tribute and insight into a person's life before. I have been to many sites
that give you a little glimpse, but this website is like an Annie Sanctuary.
It must feel so good now to have finally had Justice prevail for Annie. I
have created a link for your Annie at this message board in hopes that I might
be able to share Annie's story with someone else it may help. I think your
family is so strong and admirable. I could only hope and pray for your
continued strength in the years to come.
http://findkristens.conforums3.com/index.cgi?board=murderedbut&action=display&num=1120278672
Name: Kristin J.
Email: kristinlizjackson@gmail.com
Date: 7/01/2005
I watched the story about Annie's case last night on "Cold Case
Files" and it completely filled my heart with sadness. I am so sorry
for your loss of such a wonderfully beautiful child. I am glad for your
ability to know EXACTLY what happened to her that horrible evening, there are so
many families with children missing that have no clue what happened to them.
I hope that knowledge has allowed you the fortune of some type of closure.
You may not the why's of the questions you still have, but you know the how's
and where's and that is an extremely important factor for your grieving process.
I hope your families are all doing well. I will keep you all in my
prayers.
Name: Shannon Arnold
Email: shannons1105@yahoo.com
Date: 6/29/2005
I just read Gloria's story for the first time. I haven't visited this
website since 1998 I think, when I first wrote in it. I have been thinking about
Annie a lot lately, that is what prompted me to find it again. I also had a
dream in which Annie came to visit me. I haven't told many people about it, but
after reading the story I felt like I should share it. Annie was my best friend
for a long time. As I said in my first writing, we did what we always promised
each other we would never do, and we let a guy come between us. Before Annie was
taken from us, she and I never had the chance to make amends with each other.
Unfortunately we exchanged some harsh words with each other. I was so conflicted
that I couldn't even bring myself to go to her memorial, it felt very
hypocritical. A few days afterward, she came to me in a dream. We were at SLV,
and we were up on the varsity baseball field. At first we were on opposite sides
of the field, occasionally glancing at each other but pretending we weren't. She
finally made her way over to me. I watched as she approached and I didn't say a
word. She came and stood next to me and she grabbed my hand and held it for a
long time before she spoke to me. After a few minutes she just said to me,
"You can let go, Shannon. We made mistakes and I forgive you." I
didn't say anything to her. We just stood there holding hands, silently crying.
I woke up in tears, and I was unable to speak for a long time. I just had this
really strong feeling that she had been there. It gave me peace within myself. I
think about her so much. I wonder what she would be doing now, what she would
have done after college, if she would be married and have kids, what she would
look like. It still hard to fathom.
Name: Gretchen Brinck
Email: gbrinck@aol.com
Date: 6/28/2005
Annie's mother Gloria and I met over a year ago when I was at the
courthouse where she was the appeals clerk. I was looking for a good subject for
my next true crime book, and it happened that Gloria wanted a book written about
Annie's case. I've been working on it ever since. I have Annie's picture on my
desk to keep me motivated. Everything I've heard and read tells me she was a
lovely, bubbly person and that if she had lived, she'd have done neat things. I
am trying to keep her central in my book rather than focussing only on the
messed up crime investigation.
I do not know how to find some of her friends but would be delighted
to hear from any of you who have stories or insights you'd like to share.
Name: Gloria Barnes
Email: gsbarnes@prodigy.net
Date: 6/25/2005
The Kurtis Productions show, Cold Case Files, will air a documentary
show re the investigation of Annie Born's murder this Thursday, June 30, 2005,
at 7 pm central, 8 pm Eastern and Pacific time. It is a 2 hour show, and
the second hour is devoted to Annie's case. It is on A & E. You
might want to check your local listings. The website A&ETV.com should
have a byline about it at Cold Case Files. Gloria, Annie's Mom
Name: Emilie
Email: Lockeemilie@aol.com
Date: 6/18/2005
Hi, it's Annie's sister Emilie. I have a new email address, so I
wanted to post it in case anyone would like to get in touch with me. I
would love to see pictures and hear stories of my sister. Even though I
never got to meet her, she touches my life every day. I know she is my
guardian angel. I have recently returned to college and am taking English
composition as one of my classes. My first paper is about my
dad finding me. I know that it was because of Annie that he started
his search for me. Knowing my dad and Chris and Anne continues to be one of
the greatest gifts that I have ever been given. I can only thank her
in my heart, and here. Thank you, Annie! I love you!
Your Sister, Emilie
5/24/2005
I went to Annie's page today. I am very sorry to hear
that you have received "inappropriate" messages in Annie's book. We
loved leaving messages for you and Ed and the family to read in honor of Annie.
Annie's life inspired us in a lot of different ways (and areas in our lives)
that keep us going. Bless you Ed and Chris for all the inspiration you've given
us through "Annie's Team" as well as sharing Annie's life with us.
Love
Alexander and Cynthia
Name: Susan
Email:
Date: 03/01/2005
Comments
I came across Annie's page tonight surfing the internet. I feel a terrible sadness at how she was treated. I also feel the love all her family and friends feel for her. Wherever Annie's spirit is, I'm sure she feels that, too. Thank you for sharing this with us. Annie could be anyone's daughter, and I share your pain and your love for her. Someday, you'll have your daughter and sister back in heaven and the years without her will only be a memory.
Name: Linda
Email: dizzycajun@hotmail.com
Date: 02/09/2005
Comments
I just happened in looking for wildflowers today and I fell in love with Annie before I saw the horrible news of her passing. I am so VERY sorry. There is NOTHING in the world worse than losing a child and my heart goes out to you. I don't know what to say but I will never forget Annie, that's for sure. Sincerely, Linda
Name: Uchenna
Email: Uchenna@yahoo.com
Date: 08/14/2004
Comments
I love the page.
Name: Cynthia Alexander
Email:
Date: 07/28/2004
Comments
Still loving the sweet spirit of Annie. Thank you Ed and Chris for allowing us to visit and revisit Cactus Hill because the tour always leads us back to annie's page. We love you. July 28, 2004. Cynthia
Name: Terri Brown
Email: nocturnicole@cox.net
Date: 06/30/2004
Comments
First, I'm terribly sorry for the loss of Annie! I'm not real sure how I ended up at this site but was captivated by the great drive and support. I grew up in Domestic Violence, married into it (divorced him) and now fight against it through educating men. I am supported by two male co-facilitators; one of them my husband of 11yrs now and the other a dear friend. We hold these men accountable as we attempt to challenge their beliefs about women as well as violence. Our first priority is the protection of women! I will add Annie to my list of women that hold a dear (but sad) place in my heart that keeps me going when I feel that our efforts are fruitless - I too will not give up in this fight for freedom and safety of women. God Bless all of you in your efforts as well and thank you for sharing your angel Annie with the rest of us.
Terri Brown - Lubbock, Texas
Name: Vanessa
Email: crocodile669@yahoo.com
Date: 05/20/2004
Comments
I am so thankful I found you Ed!! You're a source of great strength & inspiration. I am so sorry I missed this years walk but I PROMISE we'll make a comeback next year!
With all my love,
Vanessa Thompson
(Pattie's Daughter)
Name: Nicole Pantaleo
Email: ItalEsp@yahoo.com
Date: 05/15/2004
Comments
I knew Annie through our participation in HOBY. We were in the same HOBY class and both volunteered as "Buddies" in 1994. Annie was a great leader and breath of fresh air. Always happy and smiling around HOBY. Though several years have passed since her death, I still recall her life. I wish I had the opportunity to get to know her even better. God bless her and her family. May you find a sense of peace in her memory and in the love of her friends.
Name: Ryan Luttringer
Email:
Date: 04/29/2004
Comments
This fantastic site brought back alot of fond memories. Thank you for sharing Annie's life.
May the power of Annie's memory give strength to our future.
Name:
Email:
Date: 02/04/2004
Comments
I have visited your website before; however that was long ago. I want to express my happiness for Annie's family that that the sentencing is over. May God Bless your family!! Psalm 1:6
Name: Reena
Email:
Date: 01/22/2004
Comments
I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you...
I hear you laughing, are you enjoying flying up there? Those wings have settled in great on you. Thanks for the smile, it is contagious!
"Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born."
- Anais Nin
Name: Kristin
Email: kuttinloose5@aol.com
Date: 01/07/2004
Comments
I was looking to where I could donate baby clothes to battered women and I came across your website. I am so sorry for your loss. I have a 7 year old girl named Krystal and I can't imagine the pain you must feel. I did not know you daughter but I wish I would have. She seems like the kindest and loving person. I would of been honored to have met her. She is now your guardian angel to watch over you and take care of you. There is no answer to why this happen I just think God needed someone so special to be one of his angels and he picked Annie.
Name: Stephanie
Email: Magic1029@aol.com
Date: 10/27/2003
Comments
My name is Stephanie Olinger I am 14 years old, Annie is my aunt, she didn't know about me, or my 3 brothers. We never got to meet, but grandpa and grandma Chris were always telling me how much i reminded them of Annie. I wish that i knew her so that i could have seen it! I read about the murder and heard a lot about it from my grandpa, I read all of the comments in the guest book, but the ones that really got me were the ones by my grandpa, her mom, and my mom (Emilie)I also read the story! When I read all of this, I cried! I wish so much that i would have known her or that we at least knew about eachother.... but her light will always shine on me and even though I didn't know her, I will always miss her!
With love Annie's neice.... Stephanie Olinger
Name: Annie's Mom
Email: gsbarnes@prodigy.net
Date: 09/25/2003
Comments
Today is a National Remembrance Day for victims of homicide. I just saw Annie's name at the Parents of Murdered Children website, POMC.com, with many hundreds of others. Let's hope that her death can help save many others from the same fate. I know of several myself.
It would be nice if people would post more happy "Annie" stories here. We all have some, who knew her. It's wonderful for me to read them. love, Gloria
ps Annie, I love you forever
Name: Sophie Martinez
Email: sophiehottie@hotmail.com
Date: 09/22/2003
Comments
It is wonderful God sent Annie your way. I'm sorry she was taken from you, but we are learning from her death. I have a friend who left her husband because he knocked her teeth out. It could always be worse. This will teach my friend not to go back. Annie's death will not be in vain. I loved the pictures.I got to know Annie threw your site here in SA Texas, and learned from her experience.
Name: government grants
Email: johnmayer7@hotmail.com
Date: 05/29/2003
Comments
Its quite an impressive website, I like your layout, colouring and
organisation. John.
Name: Gunti
Email:
Date: 05/11/2003
Comments
Thank you Annie and your family and friends for this website. I am soo touched I want to tell you: what a beautiful lovely and sweet girl to know about. It makes me so hopeful about the goodness in this World and in out Times. She is truly a dear angel and will give me strength in each day of my Life!
Thank you dear!! Bles you sooo much!!!!
Name: Steve Arnold
Email: smarnold70@netscape.net
Date: 05/03/2003
Comments
Annie and my sister Shannon grew up in the San Lorenzo Valley together, and were good friends. I remember Shannon, Annie, Dayna, and all the girls coming over to my parents house, and I'd tell them ghost stories for which they would tell me how dumb they were.
Shannon was devestated when Annie died. Annie lit a lot of live's in her time, and although she died at a young age, I honestly believe that the people blessed enough to have known her all are better people because of her. She is missed by all.
Warmly,
Steve Arnold
Name: Pastors Cleveland & Cynthia A. Alexander
Email:
Date: 04/22/2003
Comments
What joy the Annie's Team has brought to our lives. Annie your spirit was here with us as we walked for the 5th year Saturday, April 12, 2003. We brought many members of New Birth By Faith Church to the march because of you and others like you. Your spirit keeps shining. Bless you Gloria,Ed & Chris, Tom & Em and your boys. "Let not your hearts be troubled."
Name: Gloria
Email:
Date: 04/21/2003
Comments
I just took the virtual tour of Annie's Walk for 2003. It's so wonderful that so many people keep her memory alive. Yesterday, Easter, was the 7th anniversary of when Annie brought her killer home to meet us. It's very hard not to think what I could have done to prevent her from being involved with that person. Of course, there's nothing that anyone could have done. All we can do is try to prevent future disasters. Annie was just too sweet, too kind to the wrong person. He wrote a letter claiming that he did it because he loved her too much. That is not love. I miss her so much. There's nothing else to say. I love you, Annie.
Name: Annie's Mom
Email: gsbarnes@prodigy.net
Date: 03/13/2003
Comments
The sentencing hearing went as well as it possibly could have. The Judge said he got more letters on behalf of the victim in this case than in any other case in his entire career. He also said he was in possession of a letter from the defendant, Jacob Lee Travis, who told him that he did kill Annie, supposedly because he loved her so much that he couldn't stand to think of her with anyone else. The Judge admonished him, saying "you didn't love her. If you really loved her, you would have let her go and pursue her dreams." Thanks for all of the letters- every one helped. A letter of thanks could be sent to Judge Bender, cc to Chief Justice Ronald George, Administrative Office of the Courts, 455 Golden Gate Ave, San Francisco, CA 94102-3660 and Presiding Judge Edward Moffet II, 209 W. Yosemite Ave, Madera, CA 93637. Judge Bender did a wonderful job in a very difficult situation and the hearing turned into almost a second memorial to Annie, with the Judge reading from letters and commenting on what a wonderful person she was. He said, judging from the letters he received, "Annie Born must have babysat for every child who ever grew up in the San Lorenzo Valley". Someone behind me said, "that's about right". Let's thank the Judge for a job well done. Now we just have to keep Travis in prison where he belongs!!!! love, Gloria
Name: Brandy
Email: b_esquibel@msn.com
Date: 03/09/2003
Comments
Well it's been a few days and I think I'm still in shock or at least that same long day. I haven't been able to sleep yet, the article Annie's dad posted pretty much sums up the hearing. I must add however that listening to everybody's statements was so hard, the Judge was so moved by the outpouring and said he never in his career had recieved so many letters. That boy has alot in his file I'm sure it will make a difference, when the time comes. I also know that I will be at the parole hearing each and every one.
Name: Annie's Dad
Email: ed@cactushill.com
Date: 03/08/2003
Comments
Here is the Fresno Bee's story of the sentencing.
Man gets 15 to life in slaying of student
By Charles McCarthy
The Fresno Bee
(Published Saturday, March 8, 2003, 4:42 AM)
MADERA -- A Fresno man received a sentence of 15 years to life Friday in the July 1997 murder of a Clovis college student.
Madera County Judge Thomas Bender sentenced Jacob Lee Travis, 33, after listening for about 90 minutes to family and friends of the victim, 20-year-old Andrea Mercedes Born.
"I know this was first-degree murder," the victim's mother, Gloria Barnes, told Bender in an emotional plea. "The autopsy reports that she drowned in her own blood."
Born's body was found the night of July 4, 1997, in a Madera County orchard near Highway 99 and Avenue 7. The California State University, Fresno, student had been shot twice in the head. Her body had been doused with gasoline and set afire.
Travis was arrested in March 2001 in a Seattle suburb by state and federal agents.
The sentencing hearing began with an 8-minute video presentation of the victim's life, including Born's performance as Peter Pan in a childhood school play. Travis, dressed in red jail overalls and shackled hand and foot, watched silently.
Following the video, Barnes, family members and friends, one after the other, advocated that Travis be imprisoned for life. Only Travis' mother called for early parole.
State prosecutor Catherine Tennant called for no parole. Justice would be served only if Travis is never released, she told Bender.
Travis' mother, Juanita, disagreed. Even "if" her son had killed Born, 15 years in prison was enough. "I'm hurting, too," Juanita Travis told the victim's mother.
Barnes, a Santa Cruz County court clerk, said nonviolent criminals get life sentences under the state's Three Strikes law. She compared the impact of her daughter's murder with that of the Sept. 11 terrorist attacks.
"What does a person have to do to get a really just sentence?" Barnes asked.
Travis agreed earlier this year with state attorney general's prosecutors to a second-degree murder plea instead of facing trial for first-degree murder.
Bender said he had spent two hours the day before sentencing reading letters from family and friends of Born calling for nothing less than a life term. He noted that under the second-degree murder plea bargain, 15 years to life is the maximum term he could impose.
The reporter can be reached at cmccarthy@fresnobee.com or 675-6804.
Name: Brandy
Email: b_esquibel
Date: 03/08/2003
Comments
I wrote a huge note but I some how deleted it. Anyways the whole point was about my experience with the sentencing today (March 7). It was a very rough emotional whirlwind of a day, I will return to try again to tell my little story but for now I'm tired and pretty angry with my computer.
Name: Annie's Mom
Email:
Date: 03/06/2003
Comments
It's not too late to fax a letter to Judge Bender, re Case #CR07823, People vs Jacob Lee Travis.
You can do this until 1 pm Friday, March 7.
The local talk radio station here in Santa Cruz interviewed me this morning and will broadcast the fax # all day today and tomorrow morning. Thanks to everyone who has written. Gloria
Name: Kim Kerr-Espinoza
Email: kake@neurosportpt.com
Date: 03/05/2003
Comments
The thoughts of Annie's horrific death still haunt me to this day-if it weren't for her wonderful smile and sparkling eyes most of my childhood memories of Annie would be lost.
Thanks Annie for sharing your childhood with me and your cheerful spirit with all of us in the San Lorenzo Valley. YOU ARE MISSED BY MORE THAN YOU WOULD EVER KNOW!!!!!
Name: Annie's Mom
Email: gsbarnes@prodigy.net
Date: 03/05/2003
Comments
We're all set for the sentencing hearing on Friday. We have at least 20 people going that I know of. If you want to show up, it's at the main courthouse in Madera, CA, 209 W Yosemite Ave. From the north,Take the Central Madera exit off of 99, turn left & then left again onto 4th street. Plan to be a little early, since you'll have to go through security. Wear a blue ribbon if you're there for Annie. let me know if you plan to come, since they will reserve seats for us. We will start with a short video of Annie, then I will speak, and then we'll have to see how many people the Judge will let speak. If you didn't send a letter, bring it along. So far, I believe they have over 100 letters to the Judge (Bender). The hearing will be taped for his future parole hearings. It will be a hard day, but a good one. Finally we will get to see this creep walk away to prison where he belongs forever. Gloria
Name: Sherry Snow
Email: swsnow@earthlink.net
Date: 02/25/2003
Comments
Annie was my twins' first baby sitter. She had a special way with children that made them know they were loved. I miss her very much.
Name: christina
Email: tinav1116@netscape.net
Date: 02/16/2003
Comments
I hope you find who did this and he gets in really big trouble. I think anyone that takes someone's life should be put to death themselves, because that way we know he won't do it again.
Name: Gloria
Email:
Date: 02/11/2003
Comments
If you write to the Judge, refer to Case #CR07823, scheduled for March 7, 2003, 1:30 pm, Department 2, People vs Jacob Lee Travis
Name: Gloria Barnes
Email: gsbarnes@prodigy.net
Date: 02/08/2003
Comments
Yesterday I heard the defendant, Jacob Travis, say "guilty" to murder charges. The sentencing will be on March 7, 2003, at 1:30 pm in Madera, California, Department 2. We need as many people as possible to write a letter to the sentencing Judge. Address letters to Judge Bender, Superior Court of California, County of Madera, 209 W. Yosemite Ave., Madera, CA 93637. All letters will become a permanent part of his parole record. We need to make sure that he never, ever gets out.
After the plea was entered, I went to the site where he burned Annie's body (incidentally, that is not YET considered a crime in California). It was past a new chain link fence, deep in the olive orchard. The County of Madera has posted a no trespassing sign that says that they are not responsible for anything that happens to anyone beyond that poing. Interesting. One thing that I did not know was that not only did
he (they?) burn Annie's body, but a whole olive tree burned to the stump. We placed some flowers, a card and a teddy
bear there for our girl. It was a sad day, but there is some satidfaction in the fact that he finally admitted that he did it. Write your letters, and cc to me if possible: P O Box 644, Brookdale, CA 95007, or e-mail. Thank you for all of your support through this horrible ordeal. Gloria
Name: Extra Mom Chris
Email: chris@cactushill.com
Date: 02/08/2003
Comments
It's a done deal. Yesterday Jay Travis entered a guilty plea to second-degree murder, finally admitting to the horrible crime he committed more than 5½ years ago. Read
all about it.
Name: Emilie's Mom, Jan
Email:
Date: 2/07/03
Comments
I would like to post this in Annie's memory:
I'll Be Missin' You—Puff Daddy featuring Faith Evans
Yeah, this right here goes out to everyone
who's lost someone that they truly loved...
Check it out...
Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin' on the block for dough
Notorious they came to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be
Words can't express what'u mean to me
Even though you're gone we still a team
Thru your family I'll fulfill your dream
In the future can't wait to see if you'll
Open up the gates for me
Reminisce sometime the night they took my friend
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinking of the day
When you went away
What a life to take
What a bond to break
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every time I pray
I'll be missing you
We miss you
Name: Julie Barron
Email:
Date: 2/04/03
Comments
I cannot express how I feel right now about Jay pleading guilty. It is an unbelievable turn of events. I do have to admit not looking forward to the trial, as the prelim was hard enough, but I am happy for Gloria and Ed that they do not have to go through the pain of the trial. I am amazed by this and hope that this will bring a little peace to all of us who lost this most special person.
Name: Gloria
Email: gsbarnes@prodigy.net
Date: 2/04/03
Comments
It's always so wonderful to go to this site and read new comments about our dear Annie. We finally have some good news- last Friday, the defendant, Jacob Travis, agreed to plead guilty to second degree murder. We won't have to go through a trial, and he has finally admitted that he did it. The plea will be entered this Friday, February 7, at 8:30 am in Madera, CA. I will be there to hear him say the words. It will be about another month before he is sentenced (15 years to life). Before the sentencing, I hope that everyone will write a letter to the sentencing Judge (I will post it here when I find out who it is). The letters and a videotape will be part of the permanent parole record, and we'll do our best to see that he never, ever gets out. Annie's Mom
Name: Emilie
Email: EmLostAndFound@aol.com
Date: 2/01/03
Comments
My name is Emilie, I am Annie's sister! I never got to meet my sister, nor
she me. I did not even know she existed until Sep. of this year. Annie is still touching people and changing lives! If it were not for her determination to find me, our Dad may have never gone to the lengths he did to find me. I have a Dad for the first time in my life because I had a Sister that didn't care that we had
different Moms. To her we were just Sisters! It is so sad that we never got to meet! I think of her and seem to FEEL her everyday now. To all of you who were lucky enough to have known her, I would love to hear stories, see pictures, any thing. Annie has given me the greatest gift I have ever gotten, our Dad! She has changed my life forever, and, I'm sure,will continue too!
From, Annie's sister, with Love Emilie
Name: Johanna
Email: jmcritter4@yahoo.com
Date: 2/01/03
Comments
In the spring of 2000 I was 7 months pregnaet with my second child. My husband and I decided to take a road trip to the town I grew up in, Brookdale. I had not been back since the day I left 15 years prier. After we had visited the house where I had lived we went down the street to and knocked on the door of a small brown cabin. A lady answered the door, when I asked her if a lady and her daughter Annie still lived her she stared at me for a minute, and I quickly explained that many years ago Annie and I had been close frinds, she said she remembered. I had expected to be told that Annie had moved away and maybe be givin her address so we could get back in touch. But that was not the case. Gloria says "you haven't heard have you" "no you couldn't of heard" this whole time I was just confused what hadn't I heard? Annie was murdered. I remember just standing there shocked. What do you say, how do you react? Annie had come to visit me in Oregon in the past, we had exchanged letters a few times while I was in collage, how could this have happened without me finding out? had it really been that long?.....I do not remember when Annie and I met, I was probly around 8 and she 6, maybe a year older. We both ran and played in the trees, swam in the river. We were young and free, living in a childhood paradise. Making tree forts out of old dead redwood stumps, catching crayfish in my back yard. We would take these grand adventures walking down the river knowing that we were safe, when it was time to go home we just turned around and retraced the river.
I have two boys now and they will never know the freedom that Annie and I exprienced. They will never even know about playing in the yard without mom's watchful eye seeing every move they make. For the times they are a changing and children are no longer even safe in their own rooms let alone their yards.
I will always remember Annie, I think of her almost every day, and the times we had. And I am saddened that my children will never know what it like to be young and free.
Name: Annie's Mom
Email:
Date: 12/23/02
Comments
Well, we're approaching another Christmas without our Christmas elf. Every year it seems more lonely without her. I don't like to shop at Christmas anymore, because I'll see things that I know she would like, and she's not here. Anyone who has lost a child can relate, I'm sure. Please pray for justice for Annie in the coming year. Gloria
Name: Ed (Annie's Dad)
Email: ed@cactushill.com
Date: 11/19/02
Comments
Annie knew that she had a sister. Two or three years before her murder she had told me she wanted to search for Emilie. She said that she would find her and meet her and then find out if Emilie wanted to be in touch with me.
This year in September Chris and I went on vacation to Yellowstone National Park. We routed ourselves through Brighton, Colorado where I had signed adoption papers 30 years ago. It took a lady a half an hour in the archives to find it but she did. When we got home we got on the internet and found her.
Annie would love her so - - to see for yourself - - go to - - http://www.cactushill.com/Emilie/default.htm
Name: Cynthia Alexander
Email:
Date: 09/24/02
Comments
To Chris & Ed Born-Long
The four years that Alexander and I have known the two of you have been a blessing. We have seen God work through Annie's spirit for our lives in many ways. It would be wonderful if everyone could learn from a tragedy (as people have learned) and been healed from Annie. Gloria, we (the Alexanders) did not know you but we love you for having such a wonderful daughter. We pray this Guest Book will never end. Hopefully it will continue to lift people's spirit years after we're gone. May the Lord bless and keep you all. Pastors Cleveland & Cynthia Alexander 9/24/2002
Name: Annie's Dad
Email: ed@cactushill.com
Date: 06/16/02
Comments
On this Father's Day I am reminded that is almost 5 years now since Annie left this world. When I look at that last Father's Day card
http://www.cactushill.com/Annie/Dadcard.htm I am (as always) happy to note the spirit of Annie in the notes she added - my "cool beans" saying as well as the smiley face and the x's and o's. How would any of us know, on this date 5 years ago, that she had less than 3 weeks to live. From today thru 4th of July and then her birthday has been in the past a very sad month for me, but in Annie's spirit this year I pledge to celebrate her life and smile every time I think of her and the Hogs and Kisses she sent me.
Name: Annie's Mom Gloria
Email:
Date: 05/17/02
Comments
Jacob Travis was arraigned on the information in Madera CA today. He pled "not guilty". The jury trial date was set for March 4, 2003. That will be 4 months short of 6 years since Annie was so brutally murdered. The woman has her trial in July of this year in Fresno. Let's pray that the whole truth comes out and justice is served. Too bad nothing can make our dear girl come back.
Name: Sherie
Email: sheriesarah@hotmail.com
Date: 05/01/02
Comments
I personally know Ed and my thoughts and sympathy are with him and the rest of the family. He works tirelessly to end domestic violence and I applaud him for his courage, conviction and love. May your family find some peace in knowing that you have helped thousands of people with your hard work in the domestic violence movement. I send all of my love to the family.
Name: Annie's Extra Mom
Email: chris@cactushill.com
Date: 04/20/02
Comments
Austin, Texas: Saturday, April 20, 2002--Annie's Team set new records today in the SafePlace "Walk for Safe Families and Safe Streets." Working in Annie's memory to help others like her, our team raised $14,000 for SafePlace, and we marched 100
strong. Ed and I are thrilled at our team's performance, and at the way we're
growing each year, becoming a real force in our community. Read all about
it.
Name: Cleveland & Cynthia Alexander
Email:
Date: 04/04/02
Comments
We're fired up and ready to walk for the fourth year on Annie's Team here in Austin, Texas. We love you Gloria,Chris,& Ed and we pray for you all of the time. Annie's spirit is healing and so will the Walk on April 20, 2002 be a day of healing for so many people. God bless and keep you. C&C Alexander
Name: Annie's Mom
Email:
Date: 03/13/02
Comments
The Preliminary Hearing is still scheduled for Friday, March 15, at 9:15 am in Madera, CA.
Name: Caroline Beury
Email: sly1@cfi.net
Date: 03/11/02
Comments
This is an awful tragedy. I never knew Annie nor could I ever understand how one could take another's life. My prayers and thoughts will be with her family and friends from this day forward.
Caroline aka WilliesAngel http://www.williesangel.org
ps I love you Annie
Name: Annie's Mom
Email:
Date: 01/28/02
Comments
Another delay in the court date......now it's set for March 15.
Name: Sara
Email: sawaelyzabeth@hotmail.com
Date: 01/09/02
Comments
I will never forget riding our big wheels in her back yard when we were in first grade. She had an Incredible Hulk big wheel, which she lovingly called her "Green Machine". Annie was one of my first friends in life. I had my first ever sleep-over at her house off of highway 9. Annie and I forged a friendship in our early years that made a lasting impression. We lost touch once i moved out of the mountains and had to go to a different school. I ran into her with some mutual friends shortly before she died and she hadn't forgotten our friendship. We sat and talked for hours about our lives and our dreams. We were excited to have found each other again and vowed to stay in touch. Annie said laughing, "You have to come over so we can ride big wheels again." Unfortunately that chance never came and that makes me saddest of all. Annie touched so many lives and filled so many with joy. I am proud to have known such a noble heart and feel blessed to have had her as a friend. I miss her as everyone does. Annie, may your radiant spirit continue to inspire beauty and joy as you always did. Save a parking space in heaven for me and my big wheel! :) Love you.
Name: Sue Mustard
Email: smustard@gva.net
Date: 01/06/02
Comments
This certainly was a hard thing to deal with. I never knew Annie, but she seemed like someone who loved life. My heart and prayers go out to her family. Just put your trust in the Lord to help you through this tragedy. My prayers are with you.
Name: Annie's Mom
Email: gloria.barnes@co.santa-cruz.ca.us
Date: 01/04/02
Comments
The Preliminary Hearing has been postponed once again.......the defense attorney couldn't make it to the date he requested....I'll let you know when a new date is set. Meanwhile, the main suspect is in the Madera County jail with $1,000,000 bail. Tracy Tavares, another suspect, is out on bail but has her trial in February. I have complete faith that the truth will come out and justice will be served. Too bad that can't make Annie come back. No matter what happens to the perpetrators, we who loved Annie are the ones with the life sentences. Please start writing a page-long statement about what Annie meant to you for the sentencing phase. The more letters to the Judge, the better. Take care and remember Annie's beauty and giving spirit.
Name: Azlinda Ahmad
Email: nanahmad@hotmail.com
Date: 12/01/01
Comments
My deepest sympathy to the family members and friends. I've once studied in California State University Fresno few years back. Never thought something like this could happen in a very peaceful town like FRESNO. May God will always be with all of you. Good idea of having a web page for Annie....with love,
Linda Ahmad
Name: Maria Garcia
Email:
Date: 11/17/01
Comments
Hello, I'm maria from fresno California. I'm the person who made the angle car wash picture for her
I did it for all her close friends to have something to remember her by.
I miss you Annie, sometimes when I'm doing things like going out of town or just having fun, I think of you
and I feel bab because I wish you were here to enjoy things also. Because of you I have learned to value people more.
You are the first person close to me that I have had die. I've learned that you must make the most of every moment with
your love one's or friends while there still here. Never take anyone for granted. I miss you and hope to see you again.
Maria Garcia
737 E. Yale
Freson, CA. 93704
Name: Alexa Petroff
Email: xsierrasirenx@cs.com
Date: 11/05/01
Comments
To Andrea's parents:
I am so sorry for your loss, and think that you have both shown immense strength for all that you've endured. I am shocked that I had not even HEARD about this case until this morning when I found a site by accident. I live in Tulare County, just south of Fresno and am an avid true-crime "investigator". I am also 20 years old and when I heard the details of your daughters case, it shook me to the core. I have an ex-boyfriend that is older than me and has been very abusive in the past. I got this sinking feeling reading about Andrea- a feeling that I could be subjected to the same fate if I try to be "friends" with my ex. I just wanted you to know, that because of your daughter's tragic story, I have decided to try and distance myself from my ex-boyfriend and work on bettering myself. I will be following Andrea's case until it ends, and god-willing, the ANIMALS who cut her beautiful life short, will pay for their crimes. You are in my prayers.
Name: Annie's Mom
Email: gsbarnes@prodigy.net
Date: 10/24/01
Comments
The Preliminary Hearing was once again continued, this time to January 11, 2002. Apparently the defense was not ready. Traci Tavares has her Preliminary Hearing next Tuesday, October 30, in Fresno, for auto fraud charges. While it is difficult to endure these continual continuances......pray that justice will prevail and the truth will someday be known about all of this. Gloria
Name: Annie's Mom
Email: gsbarnes@prodigy.net
Date: 10/18/01
Comments
The Preliminary Hearing is confirmed for Monday, October 22, 2001, at 9:30 am in Madera, Dept 2
If the hearing has to be continued from that day, it will be concluded on Friday, October 26.
Name: Annie's Mom
Email: gsbarnes@prodigy.net
Date: 10/18/01
Comments
The Preliminary Hearing is confirmed for Monday, October 22, 2001, at 9:30 am in Madera, Dept 2
If the hearing has to be continued from that day, it will be concluded on Friday, October 26.
Name: Angela
Email: sbertram @bluemarble.net
Date: 10/13/01
Comments
What a beautiful young lady. I read through the stories and I am sorry for your pain and the pain she most have went through. I will pray for you and know that your Annie will always be with you.
Name: Annie's Mom
Email: gsbarnes@prodigy.net
Date: 08/23/01
Comments
The new date for the Preliminary Hearing is October 22, 2001, at 9:15 am in Madera, CA.
Name: Annie's Mom
Email: gbarnes@prodigy.net
Date: 08/12/01
Comments
There has been another delay in the court proceedings......no hearing on August 20th.....I will post the new hearing date as soon as we have it Annie's Mom
Name: Lottie
Email: duggie42@pacbell.net
Date: 07/15/01
Comments
In three hours it will be Annie's 25th birthday, I use to
tease her that she was the oldest as her birthday was
four days before mine. I want her family to know that she
is missed and loved on her birthday and everyday.
Don't ya just know how happy she is to have her own
"Annies Way"? 2001 is looking up, with two arrests,
the very successful walk, and Annies Way. I am looking
forward to August 20th and hope Dayna and I can go to
Madera for the beginning of the judicial process.
Name: Belinda Stidham
Email: yaya@austin.rr.com
Date: 07/13/01
Comments
Just wanted you to know we were thinking of you on Annie's birthday. I know she is smiling down on you this day.
Name: Kesma
Email: flexy24k@hotmail.com
Date: 07/04/01
Comments
I miss her so much.
Name: Chris Born-Long
Email: chris@cactushill.com
Date: 07/03/01
Comments
July 4, 2001, is the fourth anniversary of Annie's death, annually a
difficult time for Annie's family and friends. This year is better than last, since finally we are encouraged by
progress in bringing her killer to
justice. That makes it a little easier to focus on this wonderful girl and what she added to each of our lives.
It's also comforting to reflect on the many acts of kindness and love that have come forth to remember Annie. Just this past week, the "street where she lived" was renamed Annies
Way in her honor. You can read the whole story in the News
& Notes section here in Annie's Place. While you're there, browse through the rest of the stories
in that section. A few other new pages have just been added, and some new photos. You'll enjoy reading about our angel's legacy.
Annie's "Extra Mom"
Name: Annie's Mom
Email: gloria.barnes@co.santa-cruz.ca.us
Date: 06/25/01
Comments
The Preliminary Hearing (where the prosecution presents its witnesses & evidence) has been set for August 20, 2001, at 9:30 am in Madera CA. I will be there, and I hope that the courtroom will be packed with Annie's friends...Gloria
Name:
Email:
Date: 06/21/01
Comments
I met Annie only once through a mutual friend Ruth. I'll never forget when we found out what happened to Annie. It felt so strange to know this happened to someone we knew, someone in our lives. I am so happy that Jay is finally caught and now things will finally have closure. I check back to this site often to hear the news on the case, but also because I'm a lot like Annie. I never see the bad in people and I'm a happy go lucky person. Anyhow, God Bless you all and Annie is in a better place.
Name: diane cadman
Email: dianec@another.com
Date: 06/19/01
Comments
Your story touches me. I pray for peace in your hearts, and all others who miss Annie
Diane Cadman
Name: charity born
Email: cuntry_babydoll@yahoo.com
Date: 06/16/01
Comments
I didn't know Annie very well but she was my cousin and I wish I could of gotten to know her better.She seemed cool
Name: Mom
Email: gloria.barnes@co.santa-cruz.ca.us
Date: 05/11/01
Comments
we have begun the court process...the defense filed a motion for incompetence for Jay Travis; at the hearing on May 4, he was found competent to stand trial, both by the doctors(2) and the judge...on May 10, they went back to court to set the date for the Preliminary Hearing...the defense asked for a postponement until June 18...we won't know for sure if it will happen then until June 14...the Preliminary Hearing is when the prosecution presents its case- the evidence and witnesses it has that point to the guilt of the defendant...I will be there, and if you want to go, let me know by e-mail and I will supply you with time, location, etc...all of the court proceedings will be in Madera, CA...the defendant must be present at the Preliminary Hearing...Gloria
Name: Tom and Nola Hall
Email:
Date: 05/03/01
Comments
(This was recieved on April 3, 2001)
Dear Ed and Gloria,
We received numerous e-mails and phone calls about the arrest of Annie's murderer. You did a wonderful job of persevering on his arrest. This has to be a very difficult time for you reliving the horrors of what happened to your beautiful daughter and our friend. We will say our prayers that Travis never sees the outside of prison again.
Annie is missed every day by our family but we are glad that we did have her friendship and that we have lots of pictures of her. She matured so much from a sophomore in high school! She was kind and compassionate and would have been a wonderful teacher.
All of our love, Tom, Nola, and Colleen Hall and Annie Lewis
Name: Gloria Barnes
Email: gloria.barnes@co.santa- cruz.ca.us
Date: 04/24/01
Comments
I just browsed through the pictures from the SafePlace
walk- thank you to everyone who participated in this continuing tribute to our girl. Looks like it was fun, too! Must have been that Angel on your shoulders! Annie's Mom
Name: Amanda Lemme
Email: YoLemme@aol.com
Date: 04/21/01
Comments
Hi,
My name is Amanda, and I am Belinda Stidham's daughter in California. My mom speaks very highly of your family and I feel like I know you. Your website has really touched my heart. May God Bless your family. You are in our thoughts and prayers. I was also excited to hear that your team recieved 1st place this year at the walk! Congrats!!! Maybe next year I can fly down and walk with the team. Sincerely, Amanda & John Lemme Costa Mesa, CA
Name: Mary
Email:
Date: 04/05/01
Comments
I am so sorry to read this story of this young womans death. Such a
short life. I want to extend sympathy to her parents. This is a
beautiful website in your daughters honor. This world is full of all
kinds of evil. Unfortunately much is left unsolved. Thankfully, her
killer was found and will stay in jail. I know that our God does not
let these things go unpunished, whether in this life or the one to
come. He is faithful in His promises to us.
Psalm 130
Name: Karen Wulferdinger
Email: FUTRNWSWMN@AOL.COM
Date: 03/26/01
Comments
I can still remember the night me, Sara & Erin Timms found out about Annie's murder. I work in news now, and often checked the news wires for any information on the case. Until now, nothing. I am releaved to know an arrest has been made, and I hope justice is served... It's been a long time coming.
Name: Kelly Morris
Email: kdm@sulmail.stanford.edu
Date: 03/23/01
Comments
My mother called me this morning to tell me that they have finally arrested someone. I think of Annie so often.…her playfulness, her happy attitude. I worked with Annie at the ice cream shop and when I left for college, she said she would send me "fresh gummy peaches", one of our favorite candies at the shop. Although I visit Annie's web site frequently, I have never signed this guest book. I don't know what to say and words fail to express my feelings. Today when my mother called me to tell me the news, I was relieved, yet still so sad for Annie. I will miss her shining light and think of her often. Your family continues to be in my prayers. With Love, Kelly Morris
Name: Gloria Barnes
Email: gloriabarnes@webtv.net
Date: 03/23/01
Comments
I am so relieved that finally some action is being taken. Pray that the perpetrator(s) are tried and CONVICTED. Be joyful that you knew our dear Annie. Love, Gloria AKA Annie's MOM
Name: Ed (Annie's Dad) Born-Long
Email: ed@cactushill.com
Date: 03/23/01
Comments
After nearly four years of waiting for there to be a solid case - I am happy to tell all that Annie's killer is in jail for first degree murder. Her live-in boyfriend and former abuser J. Travis is now in the Madera County Jail. Thanks to all folks who have visited this site and left notes of love and support. Please sign this guest book while you are here. Love, Ed
Name: Jeremy
Email: wyurm@webtv.net
Date: 12/26/00
Comments
Hello, I am sorry to say that I never had the pleasure of meeting Annie, however a very close friend of mine brought me to this site, & I cannot deny just how much it has touched me - I feel the need to do whatever I can to aid you and your family, also, plese let me know when the next walkathon will be, and even though I live in Illinois, I will make sure to be on Annie's team. --May all your days be blessed, and I add whatever assistance I may give to help you continue to find out who did his unspeakable crime. Feel free to e-mail me, if you need anything. Blessed be, --Jeremy
Name: Sue Yelverton
Email:
Date: 11/13/00
Comments
Ed,
Met you playing spades today. I am truly touched by you and Annie's mother to find the sick person(s) that did this to her. I will keep you all in my prayers and continue to check out the website for updates. By the way, I'm the GA peach that was your partner.
Sue
Name: Sue Yelverton
Email: y
Date: 11/13/00
Comments
Name: Dyanna
Email: dyannap@hotmail.com
Date: 11/04/00
Comments
Ed,
I met you a few years ago online on the Undernet... I was "bunnycat" at the time. Anyhow, I remember you fondly, and I just wanted you to know that I still think of you, your family, and Annie often. I continue to pray that there will be some news or resolution for you and your family. If you do remember me, drop me a line to let me know how you're doing. Otherwise, please know that you're all still in my thoughts and prayers.
With much love,
Dyanna Pedroza
Name: Betty Restuccio
Email: lady_laxton_2000@yahoo.com
Date: 10/20/00
Comments
It is very sad that some people have no concience.. I pray everyday that these people come before us to admit that they have killed our children. I hope & pray that the day will come when we can have closure to these terrible deaths. Only God can know what & when it will happen.. I have to hold the faith and Annie's parents have to also. My prayers are with Annie's parents. Always & forever...
Betty (Mom of a 17 year old killed through greed)
Name: Julie
Email: halogirl15@aol.com
Date: 10/09/00
Comments
I was lucky enough to know Annie for 3 years. We met while living in the dorms together at Fresno State. I can do nothing but agree with all of the wonderful things that everyone has posted on here about her. She's so special and is in my thoughts all the time. Ed and Gloria you have so much to be proud of. She loved you more than anything.
Name: carolyn bronkar
Email:
Date: 09/27/00
Comments
I chanced upon Annie's site here and feel so much love that Annie must have felt when she was here...she was lovely and still is, and I will never forget her. Your site is a wonderful tribute to a special and beautiful soul.|
Name: Betty Restuccio
Email: lady_laxton_2000@yahoo.com
Date: 09/27/00
Comments
It is going on 3 weeks since my CJ passed on. It is still the hardest thing for me to go through. I pray that they find those guilty for Annie's untimely death as well as the people guilty for running my CJ off the road. Your Annie & my CJ are together in a better place then us. I know that for sure.. He is my Angel as Annie is yours. From one parent to another.....KEEP THE FAITH......Those with no guilt for what they have done, will pay with God's hand......I am holding onto the last hope that I have to get to the bottom of all of this... God Bless You.......Your Angel will help you when you least expect it.......*** HUGS***
Betty Restuccio...New Jersey
Name: Betty Restuccio
Email: lady_laxton_2000@yahoo.com
Date: 09/21/00
Comments
*tears* My heart goes out to Annie's family. My Son was 17 when he was run off the road only to lose his life. I am going to do a site in his memory also. He & another boy that I raised as my Son both lost their lives. You are in my Prayers.. Annie is an Angel that will always be with you.
The hardest thing for a parent is to lose a child. I still shake wanting CJ to walk through the door. I will always ache for my Son. He was & always will be "MY BEST FRIEND"
Always in my Prayers,
Betty Restuccio New Jersey
Name: Jo Ann Ellis
Email: joann1ellis
Date: 08/18/00
Comments
I also had a brother that was murdered and it goes unsolved.
http://www.geocities.com/ellis00/reliv.html
Name: Chris Born-Long
Email: chris@cactushill.com
Date: 07/03/00
Comments
Tomorrow marks three years since Annie was murdered, and her killer still walks free. We continue to hold faith that this vile criminal will be brought to justice. Nothing will return Annie to us; we know that. Nevertheless, justice shall be served, no matter how long it takes. A murder case is never closed until it's solved.
Fresno, wake up! Someone out there must know something. Your governor has posted a $50,000 reward for information. Do the right thing.
Annie, we miss you so much, and we remember you always with love.
Your Extra Mom
Name: Jenn Mathie
Email: hobygal94@hotmail.com
Date: 03/28/00
Comments
I was a HOBY ambassador in 94 in Northeren Califorina. I do not remember Annie but
I am sure her enthuisasim affected me. Reading her story has brought me closer to her.
Thanks
Name: bette chwalisz
Email: bette@sarahmccullagh
Date: 03/19/00
Comments
Hello Ed and Chris, I think of you as you remember your girl. We do lots of talking and thinking about our precious Sarah who passed away August 24, 1999. This Wednesday we celebrate her 18th birthday. It makes me mad and so sad that she will be with us only in spirit. I have read through most of the cactus hill website especially about Annie. I am impressed with the tribute to a wonderful friend, daughter and woman. What a jewel. I know she blessed you and is still doing so with those memories. The photos show her to be like Sarah, in love with life. Thanks for sharing. Bette
Name: christyna serrabo
Email: cserrano@locality.com
Date: 02/23/00
Comments
Hello. Whoa this is so weird. My name is christyna. Me and annie were friends in highschool, actually, we were inseperable for a little while during the summer before our senior year. Annie was 1 of my best friends. Actually it was when she started dating Kesma when I started seing less, and less of her. I miss her. All summer long 1994 we would go up and down the santa cruz beach boardwalk, looking cute and scamming for guys. This e-mail is probobaly not making sense. It's just crazy.. The last time I saw her was right b4 I transfered to Cal, I went and stayed with her in fresno for a couple of nights.. I remember she picked me up from the greyhound station and she was yelling and laughing at me to get in the car!! because I was screaming at this guy who was bothering me. She was like..
" Christyna,you can't go screaming at people in the city of fresno girl!" Right before I went to cal I paged her and let her know the news of my getting a track scholarship. A few months later like in August, I kept trying to page her and page her, call all her old numbers, but I could not get in touch with her. That christmas i went to sacramento and ironically saw a girl that we both had gone to highschool with (heather mateer). I said " where is Annie, I can't get in touch with her!" She looked at me with this weird look.. you didn't hear she said. Annie was murdered! I remeber just feeling my heart just drop to the floor. It could not be possible! I told my mom because annie was always over my house.. My mom was terrified, like no way.. she could not believe it either. Then my stepdad got online and found annie's sight. He told me about it, but no matter how hard I tried I could not find the sight. Now today feb 23, 2000 I found the sight. So now i just want to say, Annie. thank you for being such a great friend.. the summer of 1993 was one of the best summers i ever had and i thank you for it. I miss you, you used to crack me up, your mind was so sharp.. nobody could tell you nothin.. cuz you had a comeback (and good ones too!) for everything. I know that wherever you are, you are still trying to get to your highest self! Take care Love- Christyna
Name: Annie's Mom
Email: gloriabarnes@webtv.net
Date: 02/14/00
Comments
It gives me great comfort to read these comments from Annie's friends and from those who never had the fortune to meet her. The investigation into her murder is now in the hands of experts from the California Dept. of Justice. If you can shed any light on the possible reason for her murder, please contact me. Elmo, who are you, and what do you know about that last day? Tony- do you know why Annie was trying to contact you that day? You can write to me(anonymously, if you want) at P.O. Box 644, Brookdale, CA 95007. I have confidence that this crime will be solved, but we need all the help we can get. It may be larger than we at first imagined. Gloria
Name: Jodi
Email:
Date: 01/22/00
Comments
Annie was a very pretty girl and I'm sorry she is now gone!
Name: RUTH
Email: IRISHDLL@AOL.COM
Comments
HELLO
I JUST WANT TO SAY HELLO TO ED IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE WE'VE SPOKEN TO EACH OTHER. I OFTEN GLANCE THROUGH HERE HOPING ONE DAY THE SCREEN WILL BE FLASHING WITH THE GREAT NEWS THAT SOME ONE HAS BEEN CAUGHT. I HAVE A STRONG FEELING IT WILL BE SOON. WELL I REALLY DON'T HAVE MUCH MORE TO SAY, KNOW IF ANNIE WAS ON THE OTHER END WE COULD CHAT FOR HOURS.
I MISS YOU !! LOVE RUTH
Name: RUTH
Email: IRISHDLL@AOL.COM
Comments
HELLO
I JUST WANT TO SAY HELLO TO ED IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE WE'VE SPOKEN TO EACH OTHER. I OFTEN GLANCE THROUGH HERE HOPING ONE DAY THE SCREEN WILL BE FLASHING WITH THE GREAT NEWS THAT SOME ONE HAS BEEN CAUGHT. I HAVE A STRONG FEELING IT WILL BE SOON. WELL I REALLY DON'T HAVE MUCH MORE TO SAY, KNOW IF ANNIE WAS ON THE OTHER END WE COULD CHAT FOR HOURS.
I MISS YOU !! LOVE RUTH
Name: Elmo
Email:
Comments
Hello. We haven't spoken for more than 4 years... its long overdue
I dunno what happen to us... but I think you outgrown me... u wanted a more "mature" lifestyle... not a "happy seasme street" fairytale... the real world is cruel and complex
Annie, you left this world with so many questions unanswered... I, along with so many others (as this web page indicates,) can not sort nor answer... why? because the truth is... you died while you were still seeking some of these answers too...
on the night you died, I believe you wanted the truthful answer to a particular question that has been playing with your life for about 2 years... you wanted to know if it was possible to revert... to go back to the safe and innocent way you were living until you got entangled with the WRONG PEOPLE... you were determine to break this course of your life... that night, you asked your question... you demanded to know the answer... the sad answer was discovered 2 days later
To date, your case is unsolved. Forget sad. That is riddiculous.
As for me, I will remember you as you were to me... which is more than words can ever describe and purely between you and me only...
<i>| Looking outside your window while ridding an airplane to visit your dad in Texas, you wrote me "Heaven better have clouds as beautiful as these or there's going to be trouble." For Heaven's sake, I hope the clouds are majestically marvelous. Goodbye AB|
Name: Reena De Asis
Email: lvny@animalhouse.com
Comments
"Born"-that's what I used to call her when we would write notes in class or
when we were running around Ben Lomond being silly girls. I have known Annie since junior
high, we were carefree young girls growing up trying to understand the adult world that
awaited us. We had great times together, she is so special to me. Now that I look back, we
has so much growing up to do. But unfortunately that was ruthlessly taken away from her,
she had so much to give to this world-and in a way she has...she has touched us all. On my
behalf, I moved right before high school started, but we still kept in touch. She sent me
the most creative cards and letters while I was away, that meant a lot to me. I had
visited her a few occasions up north and I was fortunate enough to have her visit as well,
but as the years went by, we lead seperate and busy lives. She was still a dear friend of
mine and I was actually going to send my fellow cancerian friend a birthday card until I
received a phone call from our mutual friend that she was missing. Right then and there I
knew that something horrible had happened, and I felt ill. Through second hand information
I knew of her past (abuse), and I wish their was some way I could have saved or helped
her. She didn't talk about it much and I wish she did. She was so precious, it's not
something you expect growing up-that you would be in such a situation. We all find
ourselves in situations we thought we would never be in-and it is true at times, expect
the unexpected. All I know, is I love Annie and I miss her kind spirit. She is an angel in
my eyes, and it is such a great loss when you loose a dear childhood friend. The last
thing I expected was to be at her memorial service visiting my old home town where we
created our fondest memories together. She was robbed of her life, and in my heart amidst
all the challenges of finding justice, I know that what goes around comes around.
Everything happens for a reason, and her death has touched people's lives in many avenues-
and I know she wil continue to live in our hearts/memories as the years go by. I know you
are in a better place Annie, and I am sure those wings look great on you-complimenting
your beautiful smile!
"DE ASIS"
Kathleen Thompson
mohawks@ctaz.com
9/5/99
What a beautiful way to cherish the memory of your beloved daughter and share your
story of her life and unfortunate untimely death with the world. I hope I can be as strong
when I am left to face the inevitable when my loved one passes away due to a terminal lung
disease. I will always keep your beautiful, thoughtful memorial in mind. Thank you.
charmeine taft
dnctaft@flash.net
7/5/99
What a site. I'm sure Annie loves it. The two of you have done a beatiful job. And the
energy you two have put in safe house is inspiring. I admit I had a hard time going thru
it knowing her. But the whole family did and there was silence and tears. I don't know
what it's like to lose a child but I know what it's like to love a child. And I know with
my personality I probly would've lived a life of seclusion. But you two didn't do that,
and I'm very proud of you two. Danny and I love you guys and I know God is with you. I
still remember when I met you two. Ed was working on the dollhouse for Annie. What a
dollhouse that was, all the way down to the shingles. No dollhouse had a roof like Eds. It
was beautiful. Take care you two and we love you.
Linda F.
Linkamag25@aol.com
7/1/99
Ed, What an inspiration you must be to the people you help. Your experience in losing
your beloved and beautiful daughter is a powerful message to those who are in desperation.
Who knows how many lives you may save with your assistance! You and your family's courage
to handle your grief in such a constructive way is really admirable.
:) Linda
jasmine jones
jasmine.jones@ecycleinc.com
6/30/99
Annie, my heart goes out to your family for the loss of a beautiful woman like you. I
know that I didn't know you but I know someone who loved you very much. Your memories will
always be in his heart. May you rest in peace, Annie. You will never be forgotten.
-jasmine jones
Sara Timms
6/27/99
I look back on you as love Contained inside your flesh
With the beauty of your soul But the lifetime of a flower
Optimism your only burden You saw past darkened hearts
With fearlessness and laughter That echos your inspiration
Your smile in our memories Outlives the absence of your face
I find myself wishing your Soul to be back in your skin
But I remember your angels And imagine you with them
I see you puzzled at our Sadness, as you always were.
Michelle Resendez
Shelly@mail.usa.com
5/21/99
I came across Annie's HOBY page while looking for other HOBY pages on the web. I'm
sorry to hear about your daughter. I never knew her personally, but I am a felllow HOBY
alumni from the West Texas Seminar in San Antonio, Texas. We too lost a former ambassador
and counselor who was killed in a car accident on her way to school. My best wishes goes
out to your family. I know that the memories of the people you cherished most will always
remain in your heart. May God bless.
Debi Goodner
z_goodnerdl@sfasu.edu
4/15/99
I am a Social Work major at Stephen F. Austin State University in Nacogdoches, Texas
and I have been doing an internship at The Women's Shelter of East Texas and I just wanted
to say that my prayers go out to you and being a victim of abuse myself, how sorry I am
for your loss. God Bless You and Keep you!
Chris Born-Long
chris@cactushill.com
3/31/99
Just a quick note to our visitors: We're gearing up for the SafePlace Walk for Safe
Families and Safe Streets in April, here in Austin, Texas, to raise funds in support of
SafePlace. As she did last year, Annie's spirit guides us in this effort--the best way we
know to honor her memory. If you're here in Austin, why not join Annie's Team and walk with us? It's a great
vibe, and an important community effort.
Ed Born-Long
ed@cactushill.com
12/24/98
Christmas Eve Report - As of now her murder has not been solved. We look forward to
this matter being completed and her murderer apprehended. No matter what the outcome, this
will not bring Annie back. I warm at her memory. I always smile when I think of her, and I
think of her often. Our work on behalf of SafePlace, in Annie's name, is the most positive
thing that I can do. I hope you join me. If not a donation to SafePlace (or a battered
womens center in your area) then perhaps in another way, try to make domestic violence
STOP! Thank You.
Karen Stephens
kstephens@rwbeck.com
10/16/98
WOW, Chris! You and Ed have done an incredible job on Annie's page. Seeing Portrait of
Annie (again) and the photo from the Century Party moves me. Brianne and I got to meet
Annie at that party; we remember her well & always remember the incredible amount of
love that you and Ed shared with Annie. Thanks for putting your heart out there. It's
awe-inspiring.
K
10/8/98
I just found this website. I'm glad somebody did this for Annie.
Melissa
JAA127@aol.com
9/27/98
What a beautiful tribute to your daughter. Thank you for sharing your beautiful Annie
with me. May God bless and justice prevail.
Christina M. Hill
chill01@emerald.tufts.edu
9/25/98
I just have to say that these events are incredible. I feel empathy for the people who
were close to Annie while she was here. May her angelic qualities shine on, and comfort
people while we wait for justice to be served.
Name: Amanda Jackson
Email: ajackson@wesleyan.edu
Date: 05 Aug 1998
Annie and I were in several plays together in junior high. She was a truly talented and
kind person. I am so sorry that she is gone.
Name: Shawn Arnold
Email:
Date: 04 Aug 1998
I have know Annie for quite some time now.Through my sister we were able to become good
friends. She was at my house so often, at times I thought she lived there. Ther was a time
when Annie and I developed something more than friendship. As things do in life, it didn't
work out. Though she resented me for it, I always thought of her as my friend. To you
Annie: God took you for reasons we can't comprehend or begin to understand. I know where
you are. I know you are with God. We all will miss you!!
I have known Annie for quite some time now; I still know Annie!!
Shawn Arnold
Name: Eryn Haschert (Branagan)
Email:
Date: 03 Aug 1998
Annie and I went to school together from 2nd grade through 12th grade, and although we
were never really close friends I always thought she was a wonderful person...She will be
missed... To her family, especially Jesse, who has been a friend for many years, I offer
this thought: "That which does not kill us makes us stronger. God Bless.....
Name: Cory Britton (Mahutga)
Email: Bubbess@aol.com
Date: 03 Aug 1998
I went to high school with Annie. She was a very sweet persoon. I am very sorry that
this tragedy had to happen to such a wonderful young person. When I saw the ad in the
Sentinel yesterday, I couldnt believe that this kind of thing had happened. I left SLV in
my sophmore year, and I never kept in touch with the friends that I had there. Annie was a
special person and I know that she will be deeply missed. My heart goes out to the family
and the friends of Annie. I certainley hope that the police find this sick person who did
this and prosecute them to the fullest. Thanks
Name: Shannon Arnold
Email:
Date: 02 Aug 1998
Annie and I were best friends for a lot of years.But then we did something we said we
would never do, we let a guy come between us. I went on day to day never thinking anything
like this would happen, so I unfortunately never had the chance to resolve it. I feel that
I have made my peace with her in my own way, and I hope that wherever she is she forgives
me for taking life for granted. We are here for such a short time, these petty grievances
should never come between us. I will never forget Annie. She was truly a unique and
wonderful person.There was a time when I loved her more than anyone, and those are the
times that I will remember.
Name: BETTY WATSON
Email: MARY2LCC.NET
Date: 18 Jul 1998
SO SORRY FOR THE LOST OF YOUR DAUGHTER, SHE WAS AVERY PRETTY YOUNG LADY. I LOST MY SON
GREGORY OTT IN 1994. HE IS IN THE MEMORIALS.OR VIST HIS WEB SITE AT http://www.geocities.com/Heartland/Ridge/7307/GregMem.htm
Name: Judith J. Yerman
Email: jjyerman@m3.sprynet.com
Date: 18 Jul 1998
I am a member of the "FIND THE KID FOUNDATION" and as such received a copy of
your guest book entry from Noah and Samuel GIlbert's web site. We have been working long
and hard to find and recover Noah and Sam. For you to have taken the time to sign their
guestbook brought tears to my eyes and a huge hope that, some day, we will all be able to
stop what is happening to our children. Annie's life is beautiful! Her death a tragedy
beyond words. We weep for what you have endured in the loss of your beautiful daughter.
Your web page is a lasting tribute to Annie's memory and reminder to all of us to keep
fighting the fight, so that no other child is abducted, abused or murdered.
Keep the faith. You are strong and brave and Annie is surely among the angels, at
peace!
If there is anything EVER that the "Find the Kid Foundation" can do in any
way, please do not hesitate to contact us.
My heart is full of pain right now...I pray that this vicious murderer is found so that
your hearts will be at peace.
Judy~
Name: SARAH A. KELLY
Email: SARMEL@SOUTHERNET.NET
Date: 18 Jul 1998
MY PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS ARE WITH YOU IN THIS, YOUR TIME OF GRIEF. I CAN'T EVEN IMAGINE
WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH, I CAN ONLY SAY GOD BLESS YOU AND I PRAY THAT THE LORD WILL
HELP YOU TO OVERCOME YOUR GRIEF AND FIND CLOSURE IN THE LOSS OF YOUR CHILD.
I WILL CONTINUE TO REMEMBER YOU IN MY PRAYERS AND ALSO PRAY THAT THE PERSON WHO DID
THIS TERRIBLE THING IS CAUGHT AND PUNISHED SEVERLY.
GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.
SARAH A. KELLY
Name: Nancy Gilbert
Email: ngilbert@theriver.com
Date: 18 Jul 1998
I was horrified to read this account of the end of a little girls life...and touched
that her family would take the time to sign my childrens guest book, to offer support in
the search. God Bless all those who suffer these losses, and have the strengh to reach out
in their anguish and offer help to others. And God Bless the children who are lost, while
adults in power earning high salaries do little to nothing to stop these crimes against
our children. It is a disgusting example of our countrys lack of true justice. We must
fight the fight, and make the changes, and wake people up. We must not be silent. We must
be the voice of our children.
Name:
Email:
Date: 17 Jul 1998
When someone who was to young too die
Is taken away without a reason why
The angels sing, the angels cry
The tears that fall are not tears at all
But memories that will never die
When angels cry there is no pain
Just a never-ending constant rain
Suffering, there is no more
Just glory and safety to all
When angels cry the whole world knows.
They gather the tears up like delicate petals from a rose
The scent from each one destroys all fears
When angels cry people try to understand
How someone too young could be placed under the great Creator's hand
The answer to this question may never be known.
When angels cry crystal tears
We glance up and have no fears
For that person who was too young to die
Is now also an angel
Singing their songs of mourning and crying their tears of memory
Up in the sky.
Author, Witchery
Name: Melody
Email: lastlap@erols.com
Date: 17 Jul 1998
Hi, I came across this site surfing the web, and I am so glad I did! Please accept my
sympathy. I will place a limk from my page! I am sure Annie is a angel above! http://www.geocities.com/MotorCity/Downs/7487/
Name: Dayna Rae Brown
Email: dbird@sfsu.edu
Date: 12 Jul 1998
Annie was my best friend for 13 years. Thank you all for all the wonderful and moving
comments about her. Im sure they mean a lot to her mother. Not a day goes by when I dont
think about her, or miss her. Its nice to know others miss her as well. I miss you
Annabelle. Love, Dayna
Name: Colleen Charcho
Email: colleencharcho@juno.com
Date: 10 Jul 1998
Annie was one of the first people I meet when I moved to Ben Lomand. We grew very close
throughout the years, then we both moved away to college. I often think I still see her
around town or driving in her car on Hwy 9. I think of her all the time and I miss her
kind heart. Gloria and Ed, I am so sorry this had to happen to such a beautiful girl. My
prayers are with you and your family. Thank you for keeping us all informed.
Annie...Thanks for the fun we had together. I love you! Love, Colleen
Name: Tony Parisi
Email:
Date: 09 Jul 1998
Annie and I were very good friends through high school. Towards the end I felt she was
one of my best friends. I will never forget the smile on her face or the laugh that she
made, and that's something nobody can take away from us. Annie (to me) was that kind of
person you grow up with and you know that you will be friends for the rest of your life. I
Love you and I miss you
Name: Todd Stubbs
Email: todd_stubbs@byu.edu
Date: 09 Jul 1998
What a wonderful tribute to Annie!
Name: Joseph Oliver
Email: joliver@iswt.com
Date: 09 Jul 1998
I will remember Annie in my prayers.
Joseph, Saint Thomas Episcopal Church Humboldt Tennessee
Name: Sara Wolstenholme
Email: afp@dca.net
Date: 01 Jul 1998
Name: Tryna Morton
Email: zeena@wdc.net
Date: 29 Jun 1998
I happened on this site by accident but once here couldn't leave until I had seen it
all. My love, thoughts and prayers go out to you. I have every intention of doing 'my
part' in your fight for answers and justice - I just hope it helps. Your Annie was a very
special person and one I know who will live on with you forever. Thank you for sharing her
with me. Tryna
Name: Cindy Garay
Email: Cindy3G@aol.com
Date: 29 Jun 1998
Annie was my daughter, Katie's (now 8 years old) first babysitter. From the moment I
placed Katie in Annie's arms I knew it would be a special relationship. They addored each
other. When we moved to Tracy 3 years later, Annie said, you can't take my baby away from
me. She was 17 and getting ready to go off to college a year later. And now she's been
taken from us too soon. We will always miss her. I have a beautiful portrait of Katie at 3
years old because of Annie. I couldn't get Katie to smile at the camera for anything, so
the next week I took Annie with us and every day now I see my Katie smiling (not at me)
but at Annie in the enlargement I have in my bedroom. Thanks Annie! And to my friend
Gloria - My heart goes out to you and to Jesse and to Ed. Keep fighting for justice! And
let me know if I can help.
Name: Tracey Dean
Email: tbdtexas@aol.com
Date: 22 Jun 1998
Name: Ed Born-Long (Annie's Dad)
Email: ed@cactushill.com
Date: 21 Jun 1998
On this first Father's Day after Annie's death, I am full of great memories of nearly
21 years of being her father. It was a great gift and these memories will always comfort
me. I am selfish enough to wish that it could have gone on so much longer. The crape
myrtle that we planted in her memory last fall, is in full bloom today. This dad knows
that she is still very much with me each day. Thanks to all who have left such nice
tributes to her in this guest book.
Name: Donald E. Greco
Email: grecofamily@msn.com
Date: 15 Jun 1998
I have been moved by this. A tragic story but a
very nice memorial. Thank You
Name: ttinkerbel
Email: ttinkerbel@aol.com
Date: 10 Jun 1998
I hope Annie's story will be the Lighthouse for
many young girls to follow out of the dark situations they may find themselves in....
Name: Carolyn Kelly
Email: Carolyn_Kelly@valic.com
Date: 01 Jun 1998
I never met Annie (or Ed), but have known Chris
for a long time and shared her sorrow and outrage at this unresolved crime. My sister died
at 23 and she, like Annie, was full of promise and life. I am impressed by the way Ed and
Chris and Gloria and everyone involved have made something good and worthwhile and helpful
to others out of their personal tragedy. This is a very selfless thing. I will continue to
check the site for updates and my prayers for Annie and you will continue. Carolyn
Name: Deb Woodcock
Email: dvw@dnai.com
Date: 20 May 1998
A recent acquaintance of Annie's mom, Gloria
Barnes, I was heartbroken to hear of Annie's death.
I met Gloria through the Mount Holyoke Club of
the Peninsula, and have added information about Annie to our Club's Web site with the hope
of getting more folks to plead her case.
When Gloria handed me Annie's picture to add to
the Web site, I said "Beautiful girl." Gloria paused, then replied, "Inside
and out."
My heartfelt condolences to all Annie's friends
and family.
Deb
Name: Kevin Tynes
Email: kevin_tynes@parsons.com
Date: 05 May 1998
Ed - Talked to Chris today and she reminded me of
the WebSite. Chris tells me that you're able to smile when you think of Annie. That in and
of itself speaks volumes of both her and your character. I hope that Margarita and I can
visit CactusHill next time we're in Austin. Take care. kevin
Name: Jeanie Crandall
Email: Garnet2520
Date: 10 Apr 1998
I am truly sorry about Annie. She looked so
beautiful and so vital. It makes me ill to think someone harmed her. I will help all that
I can and do what you suggested to speed the investigation up, I hope they catch the
person responsible for her demise.
Name: Les Vincent
Email: les.vincent@fujitsu.com.au
Date: 01 Apr 1998
As a parent (of five) I hate tor imagine how I
would ever cope with the horror Gloria & Ed have to deal with. I think this site is
just amazing. Unfortunately we experience dreadful crimes in our country (Australia),
hopefully the organisations that may benefit from the attention they now receive, will
ultimately make a difference, and break the cycle that seems to run our society today.
Name: Annie's Mom
Email: gloriabarnes@webtv.net
Date: 05 Mar 1998
Annie was the most special child I can imagine.
From the time she was a tiny girl, she had amazing insight and talents. She was always a
joy to me, as she was to most people she met. I treasure the memories of time we shared,
and I feel that I was the luckiest because I got to be her Mom, to know her throughout her
entire childhood. I feel very much robbed, because we will never get to see what this
amazing young woman would have accomplished in her adult life, after the stunning
achievements she made in her short life. I hope that all of you who knew Annie will write
to me or her Dad and tell what she meant to you, so that when whoever ended her life is
finally brought to justice, it will be known just how much has been stolen from us. She
was my best friend, and everything anyone could ever want in a daughter. I will miss her
for the rest of my life.
Name: annie
Email:
Date: 19 Feb 1998
i'm so sorry for your loss. I didn't know annie,
but we share the same name. Tonight i attended "college night" at my daughter's
high school . In about one and a half years I will be sending gabriella out into the
world, to college and I don't feel ready for her to leave home. She will be fine, I have
to believe that. Check out the "former" ? boy'friend'. He is a red flag here.
best wishes and may justice prevail.
Name: Peschua
Email: manya@stirlingbrig.com
Date: 13 Jan 1998
I came upon Annie's site linked to the
#callahan's bulletin. I've not joined in "the Place" yet, but can see clearly
that truly..."shared pain is diminished, shared joy is increased..." Dear God
above, though what comes around goes around, please expedite your wrath. Annie would
surely have been a joy to have known. I am filled with the darkest recesses of night for
you but know that the positive has already touched those surrounding your space...As I
spent all of my summers in and around Kerman and Fresno and Madera, etc. growing up, I
know the warmth of the area...you are never alone. I wish thee the joy of knowing love
that we hear if we listen, when the wind blows singing the songs of angels'
hues...Peschua.
Name: Mike Francis
Email: mike_francis_a@msn.com
Date: 30 Dec 1997
Annie was a good friend of my step-daughter
Christyna Serrano. They went to SLV high school together. When Annie would come by to pick
up Christyna to go out she was always full of life. My heart goes out to you - as I have
three daughters myself. Mike Francis Issaquah, Washington
Name: Cathi Guilford
Email: mmyers@foxinternet.net
Date: 16 Dec 1997
I was going through the Santa Cruz Sentinel on
line when I came across Annie's web page. I did not know Annie but my dad,Will Guilford
teacher at San Lorenzo Valley Junior High did. My brother Billy also went to school with
her. I just want to say keep the faith, and hopefully soon the killer will be found.
-Cathi-
Name: Marty LaCross
Email: knightgale@bikerider.com
Date: 10 Dec 1997
I am glad to be made aware of Annie,
unfortunately, there are so many innocent ones, just like Annie, and the children that are
abused and murdered, some times at the very hands of their parents. I am an adamant
suppporter here and for the fight against child abuse. I am a survivor of child abuse, and
still carry that raging fire in my soul. Thank you for sharing Annie with us, I too, am a
member of the LOTH. I am a nurse, but also an avid solo cross country motorcycle rider, I
have two web pages,(still learning puter language here) Knightgale's Raging Fire: http://www.geocities.com/Wellesley/2184
Knightgale's Nursing Bits and Motorcycle
Adventures http://www.geocities.com/HotSprings/2183
Thanks again for caring and sharing. Knightgale
Name: Howard Wu
Email: howardw@u.washington.edu
Date: 07 Dec 1997
I am sorry to learn that you lost your lovely
daughter. Things like thing never should happen to anyone, especially not somebody who has
such a bright future in front of her. My prayers with you all.
Name: Bob Frost
Email: Bfrost@aol.com
Date: 04 Dec 1997
Name: Pat Long
Email: patricia.long@ebay.sun.com
Date: 01 Dec 1997
What a wonderful tribute you have made to Annie.
After one year of being Annie's "Big Sister" we decided we were matched for life
- it was supposed to be much, much longer. I am blessed to have had Annie in my life. She
taught me a great deal about love. I always felt that I got so much more from the
relationship than she did and it was such a surprise, a bonus. She was truly a gift.
Name: Rosemary Cress
Date: 18 Nov 1997
We attended church with Annie at St. Andrew's in
Ben Lomond, and she babysat for my two children. Her light will live on in the lives of
those she touched with her warmth, humor and intelligence. Thank you for the website which
celebrates Annie's life.
Name: Anders Johansson
Date: 15 Nov 1997
Millions of hugs and love to all of you hurting
ppl
Name: sharon mnich
Date: 12 Nov 1997
What a lovely website -- a very special tribute
to a wonderful young lady.
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